Earlybird (((((((((((( )))))))))))))
You sound as if you need a hug!
You know, your sobriety is your most precious asset! I would protect it at all costs!
Do you go to AA or any other support group? can you discuss this with other members, and perhaps find somewhere else to stay, somewhere where your sobriety will be supported? If you dont belong to a support group, I would find one .
if not, I really think you should move out at all costs, to nurture yourself.
I congratulate you on achieving your goals, it is a wonderful effort!
HUGX
Lee