Well done on posting first and not drinking Red!
I don’t post much anymore but I still read daily and I know we’ve been in many monthly classes together in the past.
I’m around 4 and a half months sober now and the ONLY thing that has worked for me is getting through everyday. I wasn’t an everyday drinker so I thought the whole “one day at a time” thing didn’t apply to me. Looking back I wasted 4 years being dead wrong. If I don’t think about tomorrow or next week or next year I can handle not drinking just for today. Then I wake up and do it again.
When I was getting sober for a few days or weeks I couldn’t figure out what everybody was raving about, but I never built up enough sober time to see how great life could be.
It gets so good…keep going and you’ll see for yourself!