OMG
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It’s me. I was the elephant.
I STILL STRUGGLE WITH BEING THE ELEPHANT.
I entered a pothole this weekend on my sobriety pathway and took a bad detour.
I’m sad, mad, ashamed (a little). Also hopeful and excited that I’ve been blessed with today.
Moving forward and only glancing back. Books on habit changing, remembering how I approached quitting cigs. I expected the waves. I dodged them in creative ways.
I did chop wood and carry water on the sober path for over a year three years ago.
I CAN DO THIS