Welcome Janine. 5 days is VERY good. Well done!
I also agree with reading and posting here. It really helps me to stay on track. For me, I’ve found that once I became complacent and stopped nurturing my alcohol free life, the thoughts of drinking began to creep in. Even when I don’t have anything to say, it’s important for me to at least read the posts here. It reinforces my commitment.
As Delilah pointed out, the June, 2021 is a good thread to join. I’m in that class. We are all newly sober in June.
I would advise that if you feel you might cave, post here first and wait for folks to respond. Someone will be there to help.
Stay strong and close to SR. Everyone understands what you are going through. You are not alone. 🤗.