Originally Posted by
Anna 
When you stick with your recovery, the AV will ease up for sure. I think when the AV feels threatened, as it does now in your case, it will pull out all the stops. That's when you need the firm commitment to stay sober.
Hopefully so, Anna. My plan forwards is to change my lifestyle from being a drunk, to exercising more, an try to be more social even how hard it is (as an SA)