I’m proud that after an awful day that made me feel so bad I am sat in bed ending day 45 sober! I won’t go into detail again as I already posted for advice! But I just feel meh and really low now. But I have tied my AV to a balloon and let the damn thing go so hopefully it will be floating for a long time, land in the sea and be so lost it can’t find its way back to me 😂. Lovely to see you all here xx