I am imagining that in a few months I will read what you have written here and understand it. I actually feel frightened at how little I am understanding today. My internal demon is raging. I don't have the clarity of thought to plan for my recovery - I did have a few days ago but I am in so much pain, ( tooth extraction) and the fog of withdrawal clouds my thinking. I heed your words. I will simply keep taking each day at a time. I honestly cant do more than that at the moment,