I do not know, even now, if I have committed to a lifetime of sobriety - I wish I could say I have. I have committed to trying and I am really not wanting to do my usual which is I get to Friday, pat myself on the back and pour a drink! getting past the weekend will be big for me. I stopped being a heavy social drinker maybe 10 years ago - now I am a drinker who drinks at home - I quite like drinking on my own - and this weekend most unusually I am on my own - so bad timing for kids trip with their Dad! DriGuy I do get the 'obsession' my mind literally becomes overwhelmed with a flood of compulsion to just forget it an have a drink! Anyway I am still hanging on in there,