Hi everyone,
Something very strange has been going on ...I’ve been wanting to drink, I just need to chat for a bit.
So this is what’s happening: There’s an ex-boyfriend back in the picture, I’m feeling very isolated and restless, it’s Spring and everything is in bloom, and I’m getting my second vaccine dose on Thursday. All those things together are hard to reconcile- so my brain says it’s time to drink.
Except it isn’t, It’s not what I want at all...I want something else, something better. Alcohol is a liar. I want a happy life. Things are changing. And it’s for the better. I don’t want to ruin that at all- thoughts are just thoughts. I just don’t know what to make of everything right now. And I don’t have to know today. Just don’t drink today and see what other sober people are doing, that’s the plan.
24 more please
xx