Michski, I'm A "baby" Recovering Addict. I'm Sure I Need To Hear It How It Is; But You Just Brought Tears To My Eyes With Your First Sentence. I Can Not Even Say It Out Loud To Myself Yet. I Suck Right Now. I Do Believe Hearing Those Words Is What I Need. I Need To Grow Up, Get Educated And Rehab. Waiting To Hear Back From Them.