Thank you all so much for the support!! I'm waiting to hear back from therapists to get something scheduled. He's screwing with my head... telling me he only wants me and that there was never anything physical. That he'll go back to using and die if I leave him.
I've let him stay in the house because I do care about him and I don't want him to die. We are basically just roommates. I told him he needs to get a support system. He didn't do iop as recommended when discharged from rehab and only did a couple meetings over the last few days after I confronted him and asked him to do meetings. I know I shouldn't be doing any of this. I just can't live with myself kicking him out to have him od and die.
I wish I could shut off my emotions.
I hope that therapy helps me and I can really start to focus on myself and stop worrying about what happens to him.