My paws got progressively better and better but I still have some paws/ptsd or something. Nothing weird and more than anything it reminds me I better never drink again or I will go insane for sure.
I consider my paws/ptsd permanent brain damage from my drug abuse (booze). My brain didn't heal, I got used to it and then it went away ftmp.
I was in hell on earth, off and on, for the better part of 3 years. But, I could feel it getting better.
The cool thing is that now I feel sooooooo amazing most of the time, I will never never never ever ever ever let a drop of booze near my lips. I was cleansed by the fires of hell on earth and I am not going down that road again.
They tell me climbing out next time will be even harder. If it was any harder, I don't think I could make it out without some serious meds. I am currently med free except for 10 mg/day of Lisinopril.
I got called out a few times for being paranoid, but otherwise my mental healing was between me, God, and SR.
Love love love.
Thanks.