Sorry to hear of your depression, but glad you're sober. It does sound like you're unmotivated because of it. Do you have any interests besides drinking? Like being in a relationship? Owning a home? Or travel, hobbies, helping others, nature, etc? What motivated me for a good part of my life was to find a way to make a living so I could have the experiences and things I wanted in life. Yeah, I drank way too much to quell my social anxiety, but I also wanted to be independent and have a life, so I worked hard to achieve it. You can have whatever you want really, if you put the alcohol out of your mind, start imagining a future full of happiness, and figure out the best way to achieve it..