One Month Sober
I haven't been posting much. I'm still alive and sober. One month today.
I wish I had something positive to say. Really, I'm not enjoying sobriety. I take my Antabuse each morning but then I end up wishing I wasn't on it.
I'm pretty depressed. Really, it's my fault. I've been indulging it. Lying in bed all day fantasizing about drinking. I'm going to relapse if I don't make some changes. It's 1am so now isn't the time to fix my life. But tomorrow is day 1 of my overcoming depression journey. Wish me luck.