I'm glad to see you back BtG. You too Alba.
For a long time I had drinking built into my 'recovery' plan under the guise of 'if you had my life you'd sometimes have to drink too'.
That was a lie I told myself.
Noone needs to drink, least of all people like us.
Keep adding things to your programme of staying sober no matter what.
You'll get back every bit of the effort you guys put in.
D