Backtogood - I failed to get sober & stay that way many times. I know exactly how you're feeling. Just before I gave it up for good, I was disgusted with myself, & so exhausted from trying to keep my head above water. For years I clung to the idea that it could be fun again - if I just used enough willpower to control myself. Of course that's impossible! Let the disappointment & misery you're feeling now make you determined to have a happy, healthy life once again. Things can be better than ever for you. Let's do it.
