I would never support banning you Jeff, nor do I think anyone else on here wants to see that either. That would only be another excuse for you to continue drinking. I don't want to give you any more excuses for drinking, I want to strip away the ones you are currently using. I want to help you see your reasons for sobriety.
I have no doubt that you have great inner strength, you are just not using it. Excuses are for the weak. Reasons are for the strong.