Well if you want to be the guy who gets drunk a few weekends, hey go ahead and do it. Think you know sooner or later it will be more than A few weekends.
I’ve made and lost money , most of the the time my big losses were when I was drunk. (Dont invest and trade when your drunk doesn’t work out well.
You could kick your family and SR and any kind of recovery to the curb if you want .
I used to think about that a lot but I’m not 22 anymore. I hope you find what your looking for Jeff. Make it to work tomorrow. Peace