Jeff, you sure are a mean dude when you're drinking. I can't really relate to that because I was a pitiful shrinking violet when I was drinking. Or maybe I can relate. Maybe it's two sides of the same coin. It's exhausting never doing enough, never being good enough, not being appreciated for how hard I try, and feeling like I am always forever going to have to compensate for being a "wrong" person. Sometimes the only thing I could do was drink.
But there's a limit, right? I mean, I guess you could pull a "Leaving Las Vegas" thing here, but that looked horrible even in the movies. And it took so lonnnnggggg.
When are you planning to dry out?