I was a pro at this. I drank alone most of the time. I'd sit in the garage and get wasted nightly, black out & then get on my phone & it was all downhill from there. I've mortified myself on social media too many times to count, which also meant I in turn embarrassed my family members as well. The texts....those wore the worst. I would go from emotion to emotion and at times lash out to people who did not deserve 3am hate texts from drunk me. It got bad. I caused a lot of damage to relationships that mean a lot to me because of my late night drunk phone antics.
Now that I'm sober there is no dread in the morning when I look at my phone. No anxiety. It is by far, one of the biggest positive changes in my life. I am thankful for this all the time when I wake up and it often brings a smile to my face. My life is so much calmer now. I'm just so thankful for my sobriety. So thankful!
Thank you for sharing!