Curious.. why tonight? Something or someone special? Really curious what your thought process is, and why you would sacrifice the hard fought ground. When I was in my 30's and early 40's it was always a hot date that would do me in. I just felt I couldn't do it without booze. No confidence, too much anxiety.. later I learned much to my surprise that I could, and it was fine, haha. Wasted a couple decades on that one. Hope you don't do the same.