Stuck again
It is very difficult to stop.
I am here again and a guess I need some support for a full Blown reset of my reality. I have worked so hard in the past but I made the age old decision that I could have a couple. 2 months back here from a 2 month break and I continue to to drink with very little control. 12 beers a day is standard. 20 a day can't be normal.I have worked so hard and I have so much going for me right now... As I sit here half cut and a few left.
Today has to be the end of this. I will be here in the morning to talk my way through the withdrawal and anxiety and every other gross feeling that comes my way. I should even pull out my journal from times past to write down anything that isn't socially acceptable. My promise SR. I'll be her in the morning