Thanks for reading and the kind words of encouragement, Steely. I had a very restless night, partly due to an evening nap, then my kids fighting Ove a bathroom at 2:45am 🙄, anxiety about calling the dr today, and obviously because I’m probably having withdrawal symptoms. A little jittery right now. I will shower, then call, so I’m ready if they have an appointment close to when I call. I hope I get someone compassionate. My previous dr was clinically good, but not the least bit compassionate. It sometimes felt like going to the principal’s office. Of course, my own guilt and shame might have projected that to some degree, but, I obviously didn’t feel like I could be completely open. The doctor and nurse the other night reminded me that there are choices, and health providers that are more relatable than others. I might ask to talk to a triage nurse, and explain, and ask if they can be sure I get someone understanding.
Wish me luck today.