Day #2 almost caved
I got off work this afternoon and went to the gas station for smokes. I saw the rack of wine and walked past it twice. Got in my car and drove home. I sat in my car for a good 10 minutes talking myself out of going back and I thought of SR. I said not right now. I went inside and saw a glass of wine in a bottle left on the counter. I dumped that so fast but smelling it made me want it more. I said not this moment and took a few hour nap.
I just woke up and poured a caffeine free Diet Coke with plenty of ice and decided to come here to share and read instead of going to the store. I do not want to drink tonight so I’ll stay up a couple hours reading and call it an early night.
how I felt in the gas station was so strong I’m honestly shocked I didn’t buy the wine but I’m happy I didn’t.