Originally Posted by
Alcoman447 
Thanks all for some great advice here
Maybe I haven't found my higher power or my full belief in god yet. I want to though
My friend just said I've got too much mental energy and I need to push myself more, maybe it's that
I'm at uni and working full time but feel I need more and to push more
It's hard haha but got another day gift tomorrow to go again
You can always make a "Higher Power" box and put whatever you're worried about on paper into it. It's a process. Considering you're willing to believe, even just a little bit, is a huge accomplishment! Keep going.