My day went reasonably well. I cooked a very easy dinner for my Dad - ready made roast potatoes, parsnips, cauliflower cheese and pre cooked ham. I did have to trim some Brussel sprouts myself. All came together nicely with very little stress for me.
Oh Robbie, self sabotage. It is a strange thing, I was very good at it too. One year I cancelled Christmas on the day, called my Dad 9am and said I was drunk couldn't pick him up or cook dinner. Left him in the lurch as he no food in. I just couldn't stop myself even though I knew it was imperative I stayed sober, if anything that pressure made it harder.
I believe you will get permanent sobriety soon.
Lovely atmospheric picture Bim.
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