It's the same. damn. thing.
And all I can do is dust myself off, admit that I'm beat by this thing, turn back to the tools and make the choice. Again.
I'm 48. To be nearly half a century old and caught up with substances at all while my life moves along the tides of experience without me - because I'm deadened with drugs - isn't what I want. And for me it's not helpful to any real end.
I am powerless over cannabis and my life has become unmanageable
I believe that a power greater than myself can help restore me to sanity
Today, I turn my life and my will over to that power as I understand it
spot on
A new Beginning