Day Four dawns with an increasing sense of clarity, less scattered brain, more presence with my family.
I had more trouble sleeping. I had a migraine hit me at 4am. I had thoughts of weed here and there.... but from a removed perspective, not a craving or anything.
And coughing fits. I've been experiencing some shortness of breath since March.... wheezing more recently.... today it's gotten a little worse and I wonder if something in my lungs is loosening up after giving them a break from daily onslaught of smoke.
Glad to be free of cannabis haze. Working to funnel my restlessness into productive efforts - like tending to bills and bugeting and clutter that has grown worse over the past year (I'm sure there's literally NO correlation between these obvious signs of an unmanageable life and my return to cannabis use...).
Happy Sober Saturday.