Croutie, your post resonates so much. Thank you for taking the time to share.
I’ve had a reflective time of late. Well, more reflective than usual. And it’s funny, out of the blue my best friend sent a pic of me this morning back when I was young holding my second baby. 30 years ago. Literally a lifetime ago.
All of us have our sliding doors moments, what if’s or even “what shoulds” for the future. I don’t really know what I’m trying to say other than all we can influence is now that creates memories for the future, tomorrow is not promised.
Wendy, I hope you consider going to a meeting with PJ. It’s a generous offer. I got A LOT out of hearing stories on that SBS show Addiction (yes I’m a broken record - I lived it!). We all have hopes and dreams and struggles Wendy. Sobriety isn’t a magic elixir, but it brings clarity at least. You know this. You had 2 years before, it’s merely a day after another to choose YOU and to live YOU. Love to all.xx