As I continue on my new non drinking life, one of the main things that stands out is my consistency.
I sleep almost exactly the same every night, have solid production at work, am a rock with my family, and my gym time is without weakness (relative).
I lived most of my life all over the map, my mind constantly busy, some days tired, some days drunk, fighting with my girlfriends and now wife.
Those days are over forever. I suffered very hard getting this clean and I will never give it up.
Many so called normies can never understand what I am referring to because, technically imo, they are addicted and deal with all I mentioned above.
We here have a chance to find consistency and it is amazing. I am optimistic it will only get better. I will never drink the poison again.
Booze alters the brain permanently. We will crave for life. It takes years to normalize.
The addiction morphs. It will do anything to get me to slip up.
Suffering and time.
Thanks.