The AV loves it when you hide Wendy. Loves it.
SR is here for alcoholics - US. You have a resource, use it. You have my number, and countless other contacts here. Life is about choices and you are choosing to not reach out. I know because I’ve done it. When I relapsed and went out drinking sporadically Feb/Mar 15, I was not coming here to tell anyone about it, you can bet your bottom dollar. Why? Cos they - and you! Would tell me to stop it!
So I get you don’t want to hear it. But the really sucky thing is, you can fool yourself thinking you’re fooling us, you aren’t. You are hurting yourself more.
If you want to keep drinking, that’s fine. Your life, your choices. But you also know what comes with drinking, Wendy. It has the power to kill you.