Sorry for what brings you here, but glad you have decided to stop. This place is full of support.
For me, I had to take the decision to stop drinking and never change my mind and then accept that in my soul. My mind knew it, but it took a while for my soul to catch up.
If possible I would try and keep your husband out of this. Whether he supports you or not, this is a you thing.
One foot in front of the other, together we go. Take today and just do the next right thing.