Dig, yeah, I still get the occasional pang of regret or remorse. I might think “geez...if so-and-so tells the bossman about the booze that was on my breath”.... or “ If she tells the boss about that sketchy comment I made...”
It is interesting that a physical sort of pang happens.
We were (I was an) emotional basketcase(s) on a path of destruction for sure.
I am grateful for my, and your, sobriety today, everyone! A bit less mayhem loosed upon the world.