Welcome to the family.
I quit drinking almost 11 yrs ago and it's the best decision I ever made.
My life is so much simpler, no drama, no fear.
I wake up feeling good. I don't spend money on wine that should go for bills. I don't risk my safely and others' safety by driving drunk. I again have the trust of my kids. There's not one thing about drinking that I miss - on the contrary, I'm so glad to be done with it.
Read around and post as you like, especially if you feel the urge to drink. Post here instead and let us try our best to talk you out of it.