I found Acceptance was key for me Eve. After relapsing more times than I can count its a really great feeling to Accept freedom. If only I had known, but I did not, I fought it.
It is so much better Eve. Sober.
Your boyfriend is not doing all that brilliantly if he's drinking a bottle of wine a night. You can only keep that up for so long.
Wishing you the best Eve, and hope to see you around.