The last time I posted here, I think I mentioned that I wasn't quite ready for sobriety. I would take a few days off every week or so and that was that.
But recently something seems to have clicked internally and I've just lost all desire to drink. It doesn't interest me and I've barely noticed the absence since I've stopped. Today will be 8 days clean. I'm not sure what is happening, and I know it will become more challenging, but I plan to ride this momentum and develop a plan. I can finally envision a sober life that is satisfying, which I don't think I have been able to in the past.