Thank you everyone for your kind words and inspiration. Drinking just intensified the loss.
He was so beautiful and so young. He was on meds for the seizures, so I never imagined him dying from epilepsy. One night we were outside playing and he started having seizures and they never stopped, he died on the way to the Vet. It was horrible. I wish I knew how to attach a picture of him to share. I miss him so much.
I'm going to keep checking in, you are all so inspiring. 💜