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Old 10-08-2020, 02:35 AM
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Bent4455
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Join Date: Sep 2020
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Good morning all. This has really been a great week. It seems like the more I check in and read the threads the subconscious is becoming more aware of my patterns and how the old me would react. Super busy day ahead but being sober is making it more fun. I am learning sobriety is doing 2 things. First is allowing me to make better choices in all areas. Business family etc. it has also, as I have said in the past, increasing my feelings of guilt. Last night we went to our daughters volleyball game. She had some trouble with her serves. I know in the past she asked if I would practice with her but of course you all know that answer when your drinking. I had other things to do. I can’t make up the past but I have the choice to be a better father in the future. Thanks for the support here
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