Originally Posted by
Pelagic263 
I really want to do this. But I'm a worst case scenario. I 've read all the stuff, thought all the thoughts. I told my spouse there's only one thing on planet earth I can't touch. I can't touch that stuff. Definition of an alcoholic.
Pelagic, just focus on your first sentence. If we want to be sober more than we want to drink, then the little obstacles and temptations are easier. I think you have lots of competition in being "worst case scenario"!
Do you have a plan at all? Even if it just covers what you will do when your mind says 'it's OK to have a drink', or worse, your mind says 'you need a drink'. I had one, but I wasn't in a position to use my plan, so now I have to work on a better plan for when my support systems are not available.
I really want to do this too and will most definitely call on SR support to make it happen. Together we can do it so much easier than doing it alone.