I got sober in September but I think I'm going to post in the October class because my sobriety feels very precarious right now.
I'm feeling very paranoid. Only it doesn't feel like paranoia. I feel like everyone really is watching me. And I'm on anti psychotic so surely if it was just paranoia they would reduce it. I feel like everyone thinks I'm a monster. And maybe I was a monster in the past but I'm not now. And I wish they'd leave me alone. My counselor thinks I'm just being paranoid. My parents think I'm just being paranoid. But it feels so real to me.
Well it's day 14 now.