Originally Posted by
coming_clean 
Alcohol have been a gateway drug that lead to drugs.
Drugs blurred the connection with myself, the universe.
It isolated me. It depressed me.
It made me scared ********.
I got Some sense of normaliter back by practising buddhism and going to meetings.
^^^What he/she said^^^
Acid was the most frightening of all of the drugs I used. It magnified my fears and produced some of the most satanic hallucinations one can imagine. Crystal Meth was probably the second worst since it caused so much paranoia. I'd wake up from a night of booze in the most bizarre places and have no idea how I got there. The entire booze/drug scene is a living nightmare. Was for me!!