I really appreciate you taking the time to support me. Youre so right, he is in no way a partner and never has been. I couldnt count on him for anything. Hes just got no empathy or compassion for me as his actions dont match up to his words. He has shown me how little he feels by his behaviour towards me and Ive been deluding myself.
I have never had a healthy relationship so I have nothing to compare it too, I guess.
Ive just got to pick myself back up and be me again. I can hardly believe the lack of respect that Ive tolerated time and again, it was staring me in the face but I went back for more.