Ok Dee. I knew it was touchy so I deleted 90% of what I wanted to say in that post before submitting it. Thankfully!!
Spanish class got refused by Professor this morning “because of these difficult times I am not allowing auditors.” 😡
We’ll see what happens with the other thing. I’m not that hopeful about pursuing it. I overthink everything though.
AA is only zoom and I really have only one phone number around here. I have no personal space for that right now. I do know this one guy, and I made it clear I need to talk to someone. I asked him for the huge number list, at this local meeting he’s a regular at. He has a big sponsor. Etc etc.
Anyway he’s not helpful. He isn’t getting the question. He’s not to blame for my issues, but I’d expect more. So I need to find another way. I don’t want to drink it’s just I’m really alone right now.
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