When I was drinking, I always hated myself.
Woke up hating myself and passed out hating myself.
Now that I'm sober, I don't hate myself anymore. It took a while for the depression to lift, but eventually it did, with the help of my antidepressant meds.
Start again and this time, make it a priority to post here BEFORE you drink. Post here instead and we'll try to talk you out of it.
