I’ve been trying that too. I think you are right... it’s a calm that comes with giving it over. The other night I was walking my dog.... and I decided to discard my thoughts and just be in the moment. Give up all the stress and worry.
about 10 steps later I found a handwritten note on the ground. It said “everything will be ok. I love you.”
no other papers on the ground. nothing. just right out of the blue.
a message I needed.... but it came right after I handed all my worries over. A message that was literally given to me when I was finally ready to receive it.
i taped it to my door. It’s hard to give up control. It’s definitely out of my comfort zone.
thanks A. Thanks SR
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