Thank you everyone for the support. My wife was able to get me a online appointment with my old doctor who had helped me in the past with PTSD. He was a very great doctor but due to medical coverage I wasn't able to continue. Even though he is on a different network he wanted to see where I am at which was like 6 years since we last spoke. I've accomplished many things which I am proud of. It would be good to speak to him and see where I go from there.