I will say that even a brief word from you Jeff goes a long way around SR, but I hope that does not put undue pressure on you. You deserve peace and health and if we can return the support, so many on here will be there for you. If you ever have the sense here on SR that you are expected to be responsible for anything other than your own sobriety and health, you are not. Everyone just likes you and we want you around, but you don't owe anyone here anything.