Bodhi01, Venuscat - It was intentional. Maybe in the back of my head I thought I could moderate. I had a couple of stresses on me and I just gave in to cope. Moderation definitely does not work for me. That has become completely clear. Anyway, I’m back with more determination and understanding of my alcoholism and triggers. You would think I would had known it by now. I slept well last night and feel really good this morning. Blood pressure is high but it will come back down in a few days. I’m on meds for it and had actually been able to reduce the meds before this relapse. My goal was to get off the meds completely and I think I can with no drinking.