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Old 07-21-2020, 10:57 PM
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MaximusD
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Originally Posted by Kaptn View Post
Just a note before an early bedtime, went on that walk this afternoon. Has been since May that I have been able to walk that route. It brought back a bunch of unpleasant memories, sadly, I stumbled drunk along my walks many times. Other times I was rushing to get it done so I could get back and begin my drinking. AV showed up to join the party. It is a mile trek, at the half-way point I managed to lose the AV and make a plan. Headed home, showered and made dinner. Kept busy so I wouldn't want to think about drinking. Was bummed to have my walk ruined that way but I will be out again tomorrow. Maybe I need to turn up my headphones a bit louder.
Wishing everyone a night of sober dreams!
Kaptn, my last slip was from a walk. I was out doing my sober thing and the AV popped up. I argued with it and when I do that it always wins.
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