Hey, I hope everyone is well and staying safe during these times!! I used earlier today when I ran into the old dealers and it wasn’t strong enough to say no
( i’ve been been proactive with the PIP and getting decent feedback so I think I’m okay there for right now, but I hate myself. And then I’m gonna be up for a while. And it sucks that I live alone because sometimes it’s scary. And I hate myself for giving in and taking the free sample and holding onto the free “gift” and I want to get rid of it but part of me things it will help me be more productive and I know it’s probs not true but it’s that little thought, and I’m supposed to to do something great, or so I thkught. I want to find purpose I guess. I’m so sorry if I’m not major sense of I’m rambling. I apologize! Thank you for listening and I hope everyone is having a good night!!!